it's funny how hard it is to explain when you have an answer but you are too afraid to tell it. maybe you are too afraid of the reaction or just not strong enough. i definitely know that i don't trust people enough,.. a lot of people think they know me but most of them don't. yes, i talk a lot and they might think they know a ton but they just don't.
As soon as i think i can trust a person or they start to slightly understand me, something happens so i lose that trust again. Sometimes, they say they are okay with who i am and who i was but they slowly turn around and leave even though they promised to be different and nothing would change.