Thankful for you..

Sometimes I wish I could tell people how much they mean to me and how thankful I am to have them in my life, without sounding like a total idiot. I mean, most of the people know it, that's what I think, but I would want to know in the way of hearing it from people as well instead of just wondering if they are glad you are there for them or for just listening to them.  I am just too afraid to tell it because I don't want them to think I am a freak or just someone who needs attention or anything.

Especially, if you are on the other side of the world and some of your friends are just sending you message or stay up to talk to you. This is what friends are, right? I miss some of them for sure, but you will see over months who's still sticking around and even if you knew not everyone would be sticking around it hurt, at the start. In the end, I am happy to call those people friends who are still there for me no matter what.

I am just glad to have found those amazing people and getting them to know more every time we talk or by just enjoying each others company. I am thankful for those who stick around and even understand me in some ways. 

In the end of the day, you should be able to say it was a great day with people who make you happy and smile, people who make your life worth living. If they don't you should probably stop hanging around with them because they don't make your life better.

My goal is to tell people how thankful I am to be in my life and even if they don't expect it or think it's weird, I just want to let them know because you will never know if the person just needs you to say it because they might be feeling bad about themselves and their life. I also think it's better to make people happy with just a little gesture then never letting them know at all and regretting it in the end. 

Never forget, we only have this one life and you shouldn't regret not doing something which you could do by just calling, texting or telling somebody.